Tuesday, January 30, 2007
What is LOVE.. I asked myself... For this 19 years of my life... I had never went into a relationship before... How does it feel... sweet? sour?... I think I will never know to that day comes...
Everytime when someone tell me about their relationship problem... I'll just tell them to get over with this relationship if nothing can be done anymore... But they will then tell me that their feeling is still there and I won't know what is the feeling they having now... yes... I may not understand what they are feeling now.. but I believe in a relationship 2 person must work together then it will last... if not it will not go any where....
Maybe that is why I am not in a relationship now... cause I am scare... scare of being hurt... Too many people got hurt because of this word LOVE... but I know... if I never try... I will never know what is the feeling of loving someone or being love... But then... it is not easy... not a easy thing to overcome with.... seen it has past 19 years... alone by myself.... But I believe where the time comes... God will be there for me...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
A long way down alone...
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ALONE= myself
walking alone down a long long road is not lonely for me
after all....
eating alone too isn't
because I like to be alone
Don't need to think about anything
worry about anyone about what I am going to say
and
I feel free and easy
alone.
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I went to choa chu kang again...I went there all by myself... no one came along with me.. cool right!... This time i went to the chinese side.... Really believe me it is so boring la... All the tombstone looks the same only some had more design on them but their layout are all the same... WTH... I came all the way there for nothing... only took 8pic there... then I went back to christian side and took more pics there... After that I went to boon lay and ate mac... Then I went bugis to buy some wood at artfriend... But it was close.. WTH... but I bought some black papers in a shop... after that I went to look for mei ting... and I saw qilin there too.. we talk for about 1+hour before I left... I didn't went home... I walked around the mall, look at thing, eat then I came home...
Thursday, January 18, 2007
It has been in my mind along time... Today I am going to say it out... Some of my friend has been telling me that I am not a very good friend... I will kind of forget them when I meet new one...
Am I like that... I asked myself... And I found out that I am not a very good friend to be with.. cause of many reasons... But I don’t think I will forget anyone that I like... ( Just don't step over the line)... I will hold on to the relationship that we have as long as I can.. For sure... but here I need to tell all my friends out there... I am sorry... I will try my best to be a better friend...
I won't want to lose anyway one of you...
I Love U guys....
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Hope that it won't rain anymore this week... I want to shoot some photos.. deadline is on next friday... I want to be done on monday so I will have time to print out the photos and design the book, cd cover and the movie...
Today nothing much happened... but than my harddisk can't work in mac com... WTH... anot I can let Bryan look at my pic... and see he like it anot... now I need to let him see tml... so the... really hope that he like my photos anot i will dieeeeeeeeeeeee......
Monday, January 15, 2007
The rain won't stop!!! WTH!!!! So hard to shoot photos la... But I did took some pictures that is nice... But trying to get more nicer shoot asap... If it did not rain maybe the photos will be nicer... But then I dont really know... Maybe it will be ugly if it did not rain.. I think it will be a different feel....
I found some tombstone very beautiful... And some normal ones... I think it means that how rich their family are.. Anyway didn't took much photos there because of the rain.. hope that it will not rain the next time i go there...
Friday, January 12, 2007
Rain rain go away... come back another day... lalala... what the... rain the whole day... can't take photos today... so fuck up la.... hopfully it don't rain tml... anot I will... scream!!!!! hahaha... thank that deadline was change to monday not tml... anot I won't go for DMFun lesson...
Plz plz don't rain on this month... can't go take photos if it rains... I think I will go mad if it don't stop raining by tml... lol...
Monday, January 08, 2007
It has been 8 days past 2007.. It a new year and a new beginning for everyone... Time can really change a person.... Just like me... I think I changed... changed for the better or worst... I don't know... And I am kind of lost also... Lost as in... don't really know what to do or expect in life... But I will still hold on... cause I can't affort to fall now.... not young already what.... hahaha.... Now what I can do only is to wait for someone or something to change my life.... Hope that this year will be a changing year for me...
Friday, January 05, 2007
WTF.... Things are not going right in school... SO FUCK UP... and so stress la...because of one subject... Feel like crying now and then... But thank to Esther my dear friend who save my life by telling me that someone can lent me a camera just need to pay... THANK YOU for saving my life from hell... love you...
Anyway I feel that I am kind of used to the timetable in school (block teaching)... And I think it is a good thing... hahaha....
A long way down alone...