YES!!!! I got my laptop!!! I got myself a hp laptop... ex la!!!! but then i think is good surely better then dell... lol... To let you guys know i pay for my own laptop.. so i need to work my ass off to pay it... lol.... any job for me? or anyone want to be my sugardaddy or mommy... lol....

Bring my lappy to sch on wed when i got my 3h break so can use... and show off my new toy... wtf.... i found out that i dont have microsoft office... Aaaaaa... anyone got?... still need to install other thing like photoshop etc... those i will take from ______ ( name)....

Aaaaaaa...... Today i fall off my bike... cry out loud... so pain la... hurt my leg and hand... so can't make it la... I was like what the the first lesson the bike soso.... can ride... i think today the bike dont like me... i dont think i will be touching bike that soon anyway... let me make this clear it is not because of the fall.. but because of sch.... whf.... sch end at 9pm every day.... f right.... but then nvm cause novem and ket in the same class as me...

LET ALL LEARN JAP TOGETHER!!!!!!

YES!!!!! I enrolmented for riding!!!! cool!!! thank Ket for helping me in my enrolment... when I pass we go riding together... but first we must have our own bike... lol....

Anyway hopefully I pass everything asap then I can ask my dad to buy one for me.... hahaha.... or any kind people want to buy for me on my birthday Plz.....

lol....

I reached home about 11.30am today after spending a night in Qilin house... if you are thinking that we did something or what.. let me tell you WE DIDN'T!!!!! lol..... anyway so after I wash up I went down to church for YM, it has been a long seen I went... I first met marilyn and ruo ling for lunch before going in... really nothing much to talk about... lol.... anyway after church i went to meet Novem in city hall... And you kNow what! We walked like about 45mins to reach substation!!! WTF la!! thank Lord we ask where is it... not i tell you we will miss the show....

OK!!!! after all the film was played... i really enjoyed myself in there the films was super nice.... but only for one.... blowjob! it was fucking boring la.... I and Novem like was what the hell is that...lol..... this tell us that nor matter how bad the film is... send it up... maybe u still can win something out of it... lol....

Anyway after watching.... it really gives me new ideas of how can my video be... WOW!!!! Friends out there... you must really really go to watch it.... you don't what you are missing man...

ow I wish today there was school... what a bloodly boring day.... nearly went mad..... hahaha.... how did i spent my day is.. chatting online, watching youtube, friendster and that ALL!!!!
Anyway i found a very nice song yesterday... it's a jap song... kind of touching... hope u all like it... cause i like it..hahaha.... the tile of this song is " Tears" sang by Crystal Kay... I found the Eng lyric for whose who want to know the meaning of this song... if you want the jap lyric can ask from me too....





I ride pressed against you on the small motorcycle on the path that continues to my house, but It's ok not to take me halfway home today

Still I don't forget your love
If someday we can meet again coincidentally,
it's like I'll be able to love you once again
till I can forget your love Right now, it's very painful, but I don't regret meeting you

Crossing over time, always in my memories
A day when even the tears will surely change into memories will come

Still I don't forget your love
If someday we can coincidentally meet somewhere,
it's like I'll be able to smile then till I can forget your love
Right now, it's very sad, but I will be able to overcome it
Right now, it's ok to cry



just to let you guys know... i am fine.... just that i disapointed with my result.... i know most of us drop... but then i just feel so fuck up... i am trying to make myself look ok... but then i really want to be back to normal self... hope that this fucking feeling leave me soon...

Today I went to school from sentosa.... kind of cool... lol... After I and WX went swimming after we ate.... it kind of fun... must go again next time... me love swimming.... hahaha... after that we went to a coffee shop for a drink cause it was rainning... we then went home after that... oh... we also found out that time went super slow today.... like we ended swimming at 3pm only...i was like thinking it was 4 to 5 like that.... super slow la....

anyway after i came home esther called me and said result is out... i went in and check... WTF... my GPA drop....WTF.... so sad la... Mostly because of CW... i got a D+... WFT.... Aaaaaaaaaaaaa.... sad sad sad....

must work harder!!!!!!!

Bernard
Temasek Polytechnic
I have been alone for 20 years of my life... Film is now my life... and I will show you my life in my film...

Iphone
Hugo Boss
Crumpler big bag
Hard disk
Keyboard
PSP
PS3
And everything nice

NOVERM
EMILY
LING2
MEILIN
QIQI
TING
TINA
HUIZHEN
KY
JEM
MEIMEI
MOI
YILONG