Tuesday, February 20, 2007
After reading the Chinese storybook I bought not long along…. I felt kind of sad… it is a love story… a bit rated… but it is a very nice book… although the ending of the story I don’t really enjoyed cause it’s a sad ending ( but I think if it’s a happy ending I won’t like it that much)… but overall the I enjoyed reading the story…
But I told myself… so come! It’s New Year… stop making myself feel sad over some story…but it did not help… lol… kind of still thinking about the story… what the hell right…
Oh… I am also watching one show on youtube… it is also a bloody sad show la… so kind of making me feel more the…. Aaaaa…. Can’t stand it…
Although I feeling down now… I still need to wish everyone a happy CNY…
Friday, February 16, 2007
Dreaming is what I do everyday in my life… from young I started to dream all kind of things. Like what I want be when I grown up… a singer? ( I cant sing that well)… a actor? (I can act..you know...lol ) and so on…
Maybe cause from young my dreams are mostly to the media side… now I am in MOI… although it’s not singing or acting but is nearly the same... just that I am the one behind the screen.. lol… I love making videos. Looking at the story that me and my group came out with… came to live… tell you.. I really enjoy it every time…
But now… I have another dream.. a dream that most people will not want to do if they don’t have a heart for it…
It is to become a Chinese storywriter ( cause my English can not make it..lol) go ahead…Laugh at me… but I don’t know why suddenly I have is dream to be a writer… maybe is the story I read… the story that really touch my heart when I am reading it… maybe that’s why… or maybe…. Reading makes people imagine…. But video is only what they can see on the screen… that it also maybe why I want to write a storybook… so that the person who is reading it can imagine what is happening in the story…
But kind of think of it… it is nearly the same to what I am doing now… but I am the one coming out with the stories… lol…
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Sometime life won't be what you want it to be like...
Why are you not rich?
Why can't I get myself some better friends?
Why can't I do this when other people are doing it?...
Why.....
Maybe everyday of your life you are asking this? "WHY"... why am I writing this?... see WHY again...
Come on!Stop asking why... because life won't be what you want it to be... you may hate things around you or what your friends do... but then.. what can you do about it...
Somethings are there because they are meant to be...
And friends they all have their own personlity... you won't like them all... but you can "try" to get use to it... and I can tell you this person do change when times goes by... they won't stop there forever... they move on... that is growing up.... And if you think that you are poor... come on... think about what you have that rich people dont... believe me there are things that you'll have but they don't...
In all thing... Believe in yourselves
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Time never wait for anyone....
And the more you get older...
You will find out that things will never be the same....
Maybe time is the reason that is forcing to get to know more people…. So that I can get into one relationship very soon… I hope… lol… but it is not all about relationship… I just want make more friends…. More friends to tell me more about this world…
For what I’m seeing now is only one side of it… And I want to see the other side of it…. Things are happening in my life… ups and downs… hurts and disappointment…. And the only thing that I can do is be stronger…
Being strong in mind is not an easy thing… cause the world is not a nice place to be in…
That is why I must learn… learn be strong…
“ Cause time never wait for anyone… that is why I only must walk forward… but how long more can I walk… alone?…”
