Saturday, January 05, 2008
For those who are reading this plz dont worry about me... I just need time to plan thing out...I am lost....
Really lost now....
Don't know what to do...
Getting sick and tired of of what am I doing...
Am I meant for what I am doing now...
Looking at the other people's production...
Make me feel that I am not there yet....
Looking at wx and novem passion for video...
I try to burn the passion in me again...
But it don't seem working....
I try to write my own story out....
But it seem like another movie I watch before....
Can't come out with a good story...
I ask myself...
Did I take this course because I have no choose or I like it?...
Can't really see myself working as a production crew...
Can I stop going school?
Go for a holidays or something...
Just get out of Singapore...
Go to find who I really am...
And is video meant for me...
But I can't..
Sometime I will ask myself what is the point of holding on...
Just cut my wrist...
And everything will end there...
But no worries...
I won't do that...
